Friday, December 2, 2011

Keep Calm & Carry On

Your worst battle will always be between what you know and what you feel.



Shut the hell up and stop trying to make me regret what I'm saying or make me feel bad.You might of cared or liked me or whatever, I can't read your mind, but the point is you sure as hell didn't show it and that's the part that matters. All you had to do was call me at night and hangout with me a little but you ...were too busy trying to act like you didn't care, to show that you did. And I'm sick of waiting around for something that isn't going to happen cause I've been back and forth with you long enough to know that it's gonna be this way as long as I let it.

At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone, and walk away. It's not like you're giving up, and it's not like you shouldn't try. It's just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation what is truly yours will eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.


You really want to know what happened to us? I was sick of dealing with all your bullshit. Half of the time what we had was amazing, you gave me butterflies and I was so comfortable around you. But that was only half the time, the other half you acted like a bipolar asshole. One day you loved me & the next it was like you couldn’t even stand to be around me. I opened my eyes kid, I don’t deserve someone like you and honestly, I feel so sorry for the next girl because she will be left broken.

It's too late, it’s too late to fix this. What’s the point? This is all so pointless. Sorry I tried so hard. And just, next time that I see you, just remind me not to act just like I care. All those memories you killed, and you’re just burning bridges you helped build. And everything that I say, I hope it brings you back to that one day. While all I have left to do is to just keep reminding myself to forget about you.